let's rock the house down!

Tuesday, July 29, 2008

; 5:08:00 PM

im dying in pain..
my sickness..worsen..
mama n baba keep nagging n nagging...just want me to eat medicine..
i just dont bother..
if i make them happy, how bout the person that i expect to make me happy??
will she bother if i sick??
will she bother if i die??
i dont think so as for now she dont bother bout me..

yesterday..
i feel worst..
in pain..
as there is a sharp knife being poke in my heart n slit it into pieces..
i just walk off as i feel in pain..
i did cried..
as memories arise..
i vomit TWICE on my way home..
thnks deryck..
thnks op...
atleast i have u..
u are there wen im dying..
op..
i cant move on..
im sorry..
i cant think negative bout her as i still love her strong..
im sorry..

ps: im dying...:(

Monday, July 28, 2008

wHaT tHe FuCk?? ; 1:14:00 AM

y! y! y!
i dont know what her intertion and motive for doing oll dis in life..
y must there still people like her in this world..
"im leavin"..
whats oll dat??
what those that realli mean??
its been weeks im waiting..
hoping n hoping n hoping...

use to promise this n that..
just because of my mistake..
oll ruined n down to drain..

guys??
fuck you!!!
guys tend to busted, player n big fucker..
dat is bad guys..

good guys??
get the blame??
fuck you bad guys!!!

to OP..
THANKS BRO...
u support me dis while..
nvm..
u still have me n the rest..
wat u say is right..
' the more u wait..oll are oll lies as life is unfair..'
'girls are tends to be selfish n love to tink bout themself '
' girls sometime may be good for awhile n sucks forever '
' girls love guys who treat them badly n guys which are bad '

im confused n sick nowadays..
not been in school for aweek..
since last wednesday till now tuesday..
thank you..

Friday, July 25, 2008

; 12:22:00 PM

LIFE OLWAES UNFAIR UPON ME..
WEN THERE IS GOOD RELATIONSHIP, MY FAMILY WUD DOWN TO DRAIN..
WEN THERE IS GOOD FAMILY, MY RELATIONSHIP WUD DOWN TO DRAIN..
Y CANT I HAVE GOOD IN BOTH??

Y MUST NOW I FEEL THE HURT DAES N NIGHT??
Y MUST NOW I FEEL THE LOST??
Y CANT I FEEL BEING APPRECIATED FOR ONCE??
N Y CANT I FEEL THE LOVE N FAITHFUL WITH??
Y CANT I THE LOVE ONE??

NOW I FEEL SO SMALL..
WENEVER I MEET YOU..
N WENEVER U PAST ME BY..
N WENEVER U SAY 'HI!' N WALK OFF..
MY TEARS WUD DROP..

CAN YOU HOLD MY HEART BACK??
CAN YOU HOLD MY HAND LIKE HOW WE USE TO BE WENEVER WE GO??
CAN I HUG YOU WENEVER I MISS YOU LIKE BEFORE??

JEALOUSY ARISE WEN I SEE MY BRO SHARI N HER GF, SUHAIRA..
Y CANT I BE LIKE THEM??
THEY DID QUARREL..
BUT THEY NEVER EVER MAKE RELATIONSHIP INTO AN INTERFIER

PS: U MAY WAIT FOR UR EX..
BUT UR EX HERE IS STILL WAITING FOR YOU..
HE STIL LOVE YOU N HE FAITHFUL TO YOU..
I LOVE YOU..
MUUUAAAHHHHH!!!!

; 12:06:00 PM

ALONE ALONE ALONE..:(

Sunday, July 20, 2008

wat in ur mind?? ; 11:56:00 PM

IF ALL GUYS IN THE WORLD ARE LIARS, DEN PROVE IT TO ME..
CHANGES IN ME DOES MATTER..

DELETE ME IN FRIENDSTER???
BLOCK ME IN YOUR BLOG??
WAT I DONE WRONG??

I LOVE YOU..
AND I MISS YOU!!
OLWAES AND FOREVER DEAR...

PLS...
MY LOVE IS SINCERE AND A FAITHFUL 1...
I NEED YOU IN MY LIFE..

Saturday, July 12, 2008

; 4:28:00 AM

tO lOvE sOmEoNe Is PaRt Of A HuMaN bEiNg sEnSe oF fEeLiNg...
tO WiN SoMeOnE HeArT iS nOt An eAsIeSt TaSk To Do..
tO gAin OwN tRuSt iS tHe gOlD oF wOrD...
To Be WItH DaT SoMeOnE..iS tHe gReAt tHiNg GoD gAve It tO uS..

LoVe Need sAcRiFiCeS, CaRe, ConCeRnEd, fAiTh In HiM oR hEr, FaItHfUl ToWaRdS oUR lovE, GiVe AnD tAKe, uNdErStAnDiNg, sHaRiNg, AnD nO NoNsEnSe tOwArDs OuR rElAtIoNsHiP...

LoVe MaY bE tHe BiGgEsT nIgHtMaRe EvEr In OuR lIfE..
eSPeCiAlLy...
BeInG dUmPeD...
BeInG DiScRiMiNaTe...
BeInG dIDNt pRoPeRlY cArE oF...
BeInG NoT sErIoUs In lOvE WiTh HiM oR hEr...
BeInG PlAyEd WiTh FeElInG ( tIMeR, sCaNdAl Or EtC)...

i hATe OlL DiS BLOODY NONSENSE iN LoVe..
LoNg,lOvElY,sWeeT AND FaItHfUl LovE iS whAt I oLwAeS dReAm Of..
6 tImEs bEiNg DuMpEd iS eNoUgH..
tHeY ANd ThEiR BlOodY sTuPiD sHiT eXcUsEs...

ATtAchEd NoW..
1 MoNtH oLd..
hApPy wItH nEw LiFe, ReLaTiOnShIp, HaPpY wItH wIfEy OlWaEs
MaNy eXpEcTAtIoN NeEdEd...

pS: I wIll oLwAeS lOvE yoU..
DoNt Be OnE oF tHe SiX..
ReAd It AnD hIt It my LoVe..

; 4:20:00 AM

JuSt GeT bAcK fRoM wOrK..
HaIzZ..
PeOplE kEeP AsKiNG..
"GpOL, NoW yOUr lIfE iS eAsY..ShOpPiNg Is YoUr NeW hOBbY..bUt DeN sTiLl WaNt To Go OuT aNd WoRk LiKe CrAzY!! aNd SoMeMoRe A WoRkOhOlIC..dAmN It YoU!!"

oKeI GUyS lEt Me GeT iT StRaIgHt..
iF yOu HaVe An OpPUrTuNiTy To HaVe A InDePeNdEnT lIfE, Go AhEad And GrAb It..
LeT LeArN a HaRd lIfE nOw DEn HaVe A GoOd LiFe LaTeR..
iM stILL A GuY wHo JuSt WaNnA eArN bY MySeLf..
BeTtEr DeN jUsT dEpEnDaNt TO mY pArEnTs..
AnD sOmEmOrE dIs InDuStRy Of FOOD & BEVERAGE iS mY fUtUrE cAreEr..
To Be a F&B dIrEcToR iS mY gOaLS..

tIrEd..TiReD..TiReD...:(

Friday, July 11, 2008

; 12:17:00 AM

school reopen..
wtf..
soooooo the boring..
boring boring boring!!!!
i still in the holidae mode lei..
go school olso sleepy2..
haizzz..

now a days also...
so late go home..
shitos...
until time with wifey olso no time as i reached and straight...
BANNNNGGGGG!!!
i go sleep..
sorry wifey...
it just for this week..
and everything gonna go fine next week baby..

ps: i love you!!!!

Tuesday, July 8, 2008

HaPpY 1 MoNtH aNniVeRsArY tO s&s ; 2:52:00 AM

yEaH!!!
aTlAsT wE OlReAdI 1 mOnTh OlD iN oUr rElAtIoNsHiP..
WiTh LoVe, DeDiCaTiOn, FaItH, tRuSt AnD BeInG mAtUrEd To OlL oUr PrObLeM..
we ArE nOw 1 MoNth OlD..

iM haPpY wIt My WiFeY ..
ShE pOuR mE wItH loVe AnD fAiTh EvErY hOuR, mInuTes, SeCOnDS, dAyS aNd NoW mOntH..

I Love YoU bOO..
GpOL loVe YoU VeRy100 mUch, oLwAES n FoReVeR..
DoNt GvE mE a NiGhtMaRe LiKe hOw DaT oLl My PaSt WiTcHeS gAv iT tO mE..
PlSSS!!!
I lOvE yOu..
n I MeAn It My DeAr..
We sTiLl HaVe A lOnG2 JoUrNEY aHeAd N tHeRE Is StIll mAnY oBsTiClEs aHeAd Us..
jUsT FaCE It ToGeThEr HoLD OuR hAnD tIgHt N fAce iT mAtUrElY..
dOnT gIvE uP aItE!!

i lOVe YoU..
mMmUuUUaAaHhHhHhHhh!!!!!!!!!!!

HapPy 1 moNTh ANIvERsArY..

PS: I LOVE YOU BABY!!
YOU ARE MY BUTTERFLY..

Ur HuBBy..

+ : : GPOL HAIRO : : +

Saturday, July 5, 2008

; 11:30:00 PM

NoTiN tO dO tOdAy..
sEnD mY wIfEy To ScHoOl aT 8Am..
MeEt MaMa At CeNtRal FoR bReAkFaSt...
wEn To WoRk At 11aM..

rEaCh HoMe At 8Pm....

wAh!!!! ssOoO bOrEd..
fUn n I dId ENjOy MYsElF wEn I MeeT wIfEy N tHe GaNg..(fLaG dAy KaPE sYg)
SsSoOo FuNnY La ShE n ThE gAnG (ADAM, ISKANDAR, RUSHDY, SHIHAB, YANA N SUFIAN)

yOu MaKe My DaY bAbY....

YuP!!!
3 MoRe DaYs N dAt GoNnA BE tHe StaRt Of My FiRsT vIcToRy!!!!
HeHe..

tO wIfEy IbU..tHiS iS fOr U..

HaPpY bIrTHdAy To You...

haPpY biRtHdAy tO YoU...

hApPy BIrThdAy To IBU!!!

hApPy BiRtHdAy To yOu........

HeHe!!!
ItU jEk DaRiE kU kEpAdE mU IbU..
oOOOppPpPZzZz!!!
TeRsAsUl LaK...
wAaAkKKaAaAkkKkAaAa!!!!

SeMoGa PaNjAnG uMoR..
MuRaH rEzEkI..
dAn AkN kE AkHiR hAyAt BeRsAmE sUAMi dAn SeKeLuArGa...
bAhAgIa SeLaLu...
SiHaT sIhAt SelAlU YeR..
......HaRaP hArAp.....
Ku AkN LaYaK MeNjAdIe MeNaNtU mU....
iNsYaAlLaH...
wAaAAkKKaAaAKkkaAAa!!!!!

Ps: ...3MoRe dAeS...

iLoVeyOu!!!

MuCcHhYy MuChHyYyYy!!!!!

oLwAeS n FoReVeR!!

sAiFuLLOvEsHiKin

+ : : s & s : : +

Wednesday, July 2, 2008

; 3:02:00 AM

HEY2 DUDE!!
RAWK ON!!!!
HAHA...
just So happy as get to meet dearest..
notin to do actually today..
woke up at 7am as my eye check up at 9am..
GOOD news as doc told me dat my eye is healing..
thanx to my superman!!!
n my MRS GPOL of course..hehe...
at 1:30pm, go out n fetch dearest..
she was shock as i fetch her n my baby 4get today my check up day..(omg!!)
bt never mind..
i tink she stress up wit her o's..
NO MATTER WAT U STILL NEED TO STUDY HARD EHK!!
talk to her n she was so funny man..
she were talking bout her result..
n i keep laughing bout it..
(baby, u knw i knw y i laught aite..hehe)
wen home..
cal op..
shud b going to jp wit him as i wud like to buy my lappie bag..
BUT..
did not as i am ZzZzZzZz TILLL 8PM..
haha..
hang wit op n shafiq at pm mac..
now..
im home..
notin to do..
haha..
till here dude..

ps: ayg..y u didnt cal me 2dae??
i miss u damnly au!!
but no matter wat..
the thing is..
i love u..
muchy2!!!!
olwaes!!!!
FOREVER!!!!
MMMMUUUUuuuUUaaAaAhHHhHHh!!!!!!